Notbrokenyet

Do you ever wish you
would wake up in the
emergency room and
hear the words "She's
not gonna make it"?

How can I be happy
on the outside when
I'm so hurt on the inside?..

I'm going to smile
like nothing's wrong,
talk like every thing is
perfect, act like it's just a
dream, and pretend
I'm not hurt...

Sometimes people run away
just to see if anyone cares
enough to follow.

Sometimes people build up
walls not to keep people out,
but to see who cares enough
to break them down.

You asked "What was wrong?"
and I smiled and said
"Nothing."
Then I turned around and whispered
"Everything."

Sometimes when I say
"Oh, I'm fine"
I want someone to look
me in the eyes and say
"Tell the truth."

I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me...

I like standing in the rain because nobody knows I'm crying...

The heart is the easiest thing to break...

I wish i was as invisible as u make me feel...

Laughter isn't the best medicine... It's the best disguise...

"You know what makes me even more depressed? The fact that you think you've been 'caring' the whole time..." -Me

"How far can we go? How far have we come? Both are good questions.." -Me

"Music is the one thing... the ONE thing in this damned world that will NEVER betray you..." -Me

"And you know what's ironic? Life is the very thing that's going to kill me..." -Me

Yes, I'm a girl;
I 'push' doors that clearly say 'pull'
I laugh harder when I try to explain why I'm laughing.
I walk into a room and [forget] why I was there.
I count on my fingers in math class.
I try to accomplish things with time still on the microwave.
I wish for love every 11:11.
[I][Lie][Sometimes] to hide the pain.
I say "It's a long story" when it's really not.
I fall in love too hard too fast.
All I want is to kiss you in the rain.
-YES-I'M-A-GIRL-
But that's more than it seems...

The strongest girl is the one who's able to smile and laugh, no matter how much she's cried or how much pain she's in.

Dear music, thanks for holding up with me and being there for me when no one else has. Sincerely, me.

To her classmates;
She is a quiet girl...
Who doesn't talk that much.
To her friends;
She is a funny, outgoing girl... That always makes them laugh.
To her best friend;
She is a crazy, fun girl... That's always there for her/him.
To her boyfriend;
She is an amazing girl... That he loves more than anything.
And to herself;
She's completely worthless...

Here's to the girls who don't always win;
The girls who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them.
The girls that laugh, smile, cry and think all on a daily basis.
The girls who love, learn and regret.
The girls who may never have it easy.
The girls who learn the hard way to live & tell about it.
The real girls. ♥

S(he) be(li)ev(ed),
S(he said good)bye,
S(he loved) ot(her)s,
(I'm) tel(l)ing (y)ou, noth(ing) happened,
(I'm) tel(l)ing (y)ou, noth(ing)s wrong.

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Personal Quote: People keep telling me that life is a gift... Well what if you don't want it?